Had chemo again last Thursday. Just the usual fare. My scan from last week came back “stable” so that’s good. Also my CEA level did not change from its current reading of 11. No news is good news! Seems like we are succeeding in turning my cancer into a chronic rather than an acute problem. I have chemo again on September 10 and will ask the doctor about getting a break.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Vicki is Driving!
Richmond – Part II
Last weekend, Robbie, David and I went to Richmond for a long weekend. It was great to see friends from our time there. David slept over at his buddies’ houses every night. I got to see some of my former Genworth colleagues for breakfasts, lunches and dinners. Good folks - and it was fun to catch up. One has bought a horse farm and has about a dozen young horses on it so I drove out to the countryside to see it. Very nice – even though I don’t know anything about horses. Another was getting married that day but met me for breakfast anyway. Talk about organized! Did you have free time on your wedding morning? I sure didn’t!
Rob and I reminisced about the things in Richmond we really enjoyed. It’s a curious thing that when we lived there, we reminisced about the things we missed in Morristown and now that we’re here, we think about the good qualities of Richmond. I suppose most places to live have their advantages.
Rob and I reminisced about the things in Richmond we really enjoyed. It’s a curious thing that when we lived there, we reminisced about the things we missed in Morristown and now that we’re here, we think about the good qualities of Richmond. I suppose most places to live have their advantages.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Round 20 and Survey results
Ok, so Round 20 is now in the books. Just the usual fair but an exceedingly long wait at the clinic because they were short of chemo nurses. I have the results of the mini-survey from my last entry. It’s not statistically significant but here are the results and thanks to all of you who participated.
79% of you use Facebook or Myspace. Nobody Twitters or uses other services. The remaining 21% do not use a social network (yet!)
83% report that they sign on daily or more than once a day. 8% say weekly and, curiously 8 % say they never go on. This is curious because if 21% say they don’t have a social network account but only 8% say they never go on a network, it implies that there are folks who don’t have accounts but look at social networks anyway.
71% have never written a review about a product or service on-line. 29% have done so occasionally.
These numbers are generally in line with what I have read. I particularly find the recommendation stat interesting. There is a decided minority (usually reported at about 15%) of people who post their reviews, comments or recommendations on products or services they have used. In internet parlance, these folks are referred to as “e-fluencers”. As a group, they can be very powerful in how others decide on a purchase. I certainly read the reviews of others when I’m looking to buy something. But, like most of us, I have never put my own opinion on any website. As such, being an e-fluencer can be a powerful thing. A potential idea this gives me is that if you have a particular expertise in something (perhaps you are an avid knitter or book reader or big game hunter), you could start your own website with your reviews and recommendations. This could later be a sustainable business model as vendors might seek to advertise on your site. There are also more robust ways of making some bucks once you have established your readership. Just an idea for you entrepreneurial types!
Enjoy the weather on these long, warm summer days! BB
79% of you use Facebook or Myspace. Nobody Twitters or uses other services. The remaining 21% do not use a social network (yet!)
83% report that they sign on daily or more than once a day. 8% say weekly and, curiously 8 % say they never go on. This is curious because if 21% say they don’t have a social network account but only 8% say they never go on a network, it implies that there are folks who don’t have accounts but look at social networks anyway.
71% have never written a review about a product or service on-line. 29% have done so occasionally.
These numbers are generally in line with what I have read. I particularly find the recommendation stat interesting. There is a decided minority (usually reported at about 15%) of people who post their reviews, comments or recommendations on products or services they have used. In internet parlance, these folks are referred to as “e-fluencers”. As a group, they can be very powerful in how others decide on a purchase. I certainly read the reviews of others when I’m looking to buy something. But, like most of us, I have never put my own opinion on any website. As such, being an e-fluencer can be a powerful thing. A potential idea this gives me is that if you have a particular expertise in something (perhaps you are an avid knitter or book reader or big game hunter), you could start your own website with your reviews and recommendations. This could later be a sustainable business model as vendors might seek to advertise on your site. There are also more robust ways of making some bucks once you have established your readership. Just an idea for you entrepreneurial types!
Enjoy the weather on these long, warm summer days! BB
Monday, August 10, 2009
Social Networking
I've been looking at social networks lately such as Facebook and find the phenomenon rather intriguing. So I put together a simple online survey to see who's doing what. I won't actually know how any particular person answered the questions but I'll get the stats. Then, I'm happy to share them with you. To take this 3 question survey, use the link below. BB
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Just Birds
OK, on an entirely different note, I thought I’d give you all a list of the birds of Morristown. Below is a list of the species I’ve seen in the last few months – a total of 34. The vast majority are common species that I bet you’ve seen too. But it is a testament to our biodiversity to have a wide variety of bird life. BB
Barn swallow
Black duck
Black-capped chickadee
Blue heron
Blue Jay
Boat-tail grackle
Canada goose
Cardinal
Catbird
Cedar Waxwing
Cormorant
Cowbird
Crow
Dark-eyed junco
Downy woodpecker
Eastern goldfinch
European sparrow
Flicker
Great egret
House sparrow
Mallard
Mockingbird
Mourning dove
Mute swan
Pileated woodpecker
Red wing blackbird
Redtailed hawk
Robin
Ruby throated hummingbird
Starling
Tufted titmouse
Veery
White breasted nuthatch
Wood duck
Black-capped chickadee
Blue heron
Blue Jay
Boat-tail grackle
Canada goose
Cardinal
Catbird
Cedar Waxwing
Cormorant
Cowbird
Crow
Dark-eyed junco
Downy woodpecker
Eastern goldfinch
European sparrow
Flicker
Great egret
House sparrow
Mallard
Mockingbird
Mourning dove
Mute swan
Pileated woodpecker
Red wing blackbird
Redtailed hawk
Robin
Ruby throated hummingbird
Starling
Tufted titmouse
Veery
White breasted nuthatch
Wood duck
Healthcare Reform
There was an interesting article in the Times magazine a couple of weeks ago discussing the philosophy of rationed healthcare. Its main point was that we effectively have rationed healthcare now based on income. If your income is high enough, you can get any level of care you wish and if you are poor, you use the emergency room when things get acute. It talked about national healthcare in England where there is a board that determines which therapies the state will cover. Of particular interest is that the board does a cost-benefit analysis of various drugs and therapies and only approves those that can meet a certain test of effectiveness. In particular, it seems to use a test that says that a therapy or drug that can extend your life by one year must cost $50,000 or less per year to be approved. Essentially, they are assigning a value of $50,000 for a year of life.
This is an interesting philosophical problem. What would you pay to live another year? I thought I would share a little of my prognosis/cost equation as an example. The average lifespan for a person with my diagnosis is 21 months. I asked one of the oncologists I originally interviewed how long I would live if I decided not to go on chemo (She was aghast that I asked this question!). She told me 6 months. So, all my treatment and expense, on average, buys another 15 months of life. Of course, there’s a 10% chance that a person with my prognosis could live for 5 years so results vary quite a bit. I’ve already well exceeded the “$50,000 rule” so what does that mean – in England would I have not been covered by the national healthcare? Or would I just have gotten the less expensive drugs? The article does note that the cost of drugs is lower in England than here but didn’t say by how much.
So, this leads to the question of going without insurance. How much would you pay to extend your life for a year? And, not being a bachelor, I am as concerned about leaving my family with sufficient assets after I go as I am about living a short time longer. So, if I had no insurance, how much would I be willing to spend before refusing further treatments for financial reasons? I’ve been lucky so far in that I have good health insurance so I don’t have to make this hard choice. But certainly, many Americans must and do make this choice all the time. Not just for life threatening situations but for routine healthcare that we all take for granted.
Coincidently, I asked my onc recently about the liver transplant that Steve Jobs of Apple just had. Sloan Kettering does not support such a procedure for me, even though my cancer is entirely in my liver. The reason is that the anti-rejection drugs that you take to maintain the new liver lowers your body’s immunity and makes it hard to fight further cancer that may show up elsewhere (or perhaps again in your new liver). They have evidently studied the issue and decided that the procedure isn’t particularly effective over time. Since the hospital makes pretty good money for transplants (something like $250,000 to $300,000), they feel it borders on unethical to collect a large sum for a treatment unlikely to yield the desired result (a future without cancer). On the issue of Steve Jobs, Dr. S said that the form of cancer he’s reported to have is a relatively non-aggressive form, so perhaps it makes some sense for him. But he did point out that having a lot of money to spend on medicine doesn’t necessarily mean you get the best treatment.
So now that we are in the midst of the healthcare reform debate, I think it makes sense to look at these other models – the so-called rationing models. Not just what it means to people with serious illnesses but what it means to people who just need the normal “maintenance” that we take for granted. I wish there was more detailed information available about the proposed legislation. It is supposed to be a 1,000 page bill? That’s longer than a Harry Potter novel! What does it say? Would there be rationing under the proposal and if so, how would that work? Will it bring down the cost of drugs? It seems like the countries that have national health pay a lot less – why is that? I feel like there are more questions than answers and, due to extremist politics, we can’t see the real details. Life is just a soundbite in Washington!
Ok, my rant is done – but this is an important issue with moral, ethical and financial implications for the country. The various forces and parties are lining up on either side, and yet I feel like we still don’t really know what we’re talking about.
BB
This is an interesting philosophical problem. What would you pay to live another year? I thought I would share a little of my prognosis/cost equation as an example. The average lifespan for a person with my diagnosis is 21 months. I asked one of the oncologists I originally interviewed how long I would live if I decided not to go on chemo (She was aghast that I asked this question!). She told me 6 months. So, all my treatment and expense, on average, buys another 15 months of life. Of course, there’s a 10% chance that a person with my prognosis could live for 5 years so results vary quite a bit. I’ve already well exceeded the “$50,000 rule” so what does that mean – in England would I have not been covered by the national healthcare? Or would I just have gotten the less expensive drugs? The article does note that the cost of drugs is lower in England than here but didn’t say by how much.
So, this leads to the question of going without insurance. How much would you pay to extend your life for a year? And, not being a bachelor, I am as concerned about leaving my family with sufficient assets after I go as I am about living a short time longer. So, if I had no insurance, how much would I be willing to spend before refusing further treatments for financial reasons? I’ve been lucky so far in that I have good health insurance so I don’t have to make this hard choice. But certainly, many Americans must and do make this choice all the time. Not just for life threatening situations but for routine healthcare that we all take for granted.
Coincidently, I asked my onc recently about the liver transplant that Steve Jobs of Apple just had. Sloan Kettering does not support such a procedure for me, even though my cancer is entirely in my liver. The reason is that the anti-rejection drugs that you take to maintain the new liver lowers your body’s immunity and makes it hard to fight further cancer that may show up elsewhere (or perhaps again in your new liver). They have evidently studied the issue and decided that the procedure isn’t particularly effective over time. Since the hospital makes pretty good money for transplants (something like $250,000 to $300,000), they feel it borders on unethical to collect a large sum for a treatment unlikely to yield the desired result (a future without cancer). On the issue of Steve Jobs, Dr. S said that the form of cancer he’s reported to have is a relatively non-aggressive form, so perhaps it makes some sense for him. But he did point out that having a lot of money to spend on medicine doesn’t necessarily mean you get the best treatment.
So now that we are in the midst of the healthcare reform debate, I think it makes sense to look at these other models – the so-called rationing models. Not just what it means to people with serious illnesses but what it means to people who just need the normal “maintenance” that we take for granted. I wish there was more detailed information available about the proposed legislation. It is supposed to be a 1,000 page bill? That’s longer than a Harry Potter novel! What does it say? Would there be rationing under the proposal and if so, how would that work? Will it bring down the cost of drugs? It seems like the countries that have national health pay a lot less – why is that? I feel like there are more questions than answers and, due to extremist politics, we can’t see the real details. Life is just a soundbite in Washington!
Ok, my rant is done – but this is an important issue with moral, ethical and financial implications for the country. The various forces and parties are lining up on either side, and yet I feel like we still don’t really know what we’re talking about.
BB
Breaking Radio Silence
Hi All. Sorry it’s been so long since I’ve blogged. Actually, the reason is that I’ve felt rather good! I had Round 19 in mid-July and Round 20 on August 2. Both went without a hitch and much to my surprise, the side affects I’ve had for the last 3 weeks have been the mildest to date. Many days have been pretty affect-free (except for my need to take naps!) I’m not sure what to attribute this to other than 1) I changed my diet to focus more on fiber and vegetables 2) I’ve started running again (well, let’s say jogging) and, 3) perhaps, my body is getting used to the chemicals since the allergic reactions aren’t occurring as severely.
On the running front, with encouragement from my old running partner, I am slowly working my way up to something I would refer to as a “distance”. Prior to getting sick, my usual runs were 5 or 6 miles about 3 or 4 times a week. When I started jogging the trails again a few weeks ago, I could only make about 3/4th of a mile before becoming breathless. I’m now up to 1.75 miles and the goal for next week is 2 miles. I love being out on the trails again and working up a good sweat! I also notice that at my slower pace, I swallow fewer bugs!!
It’s also been a good few weeks for summertime fun. David had a buddy from Richmond stay with us for a couple of weeks and we took in a Yankee game at the new stadium. Very nice stadium – not sure it’s worth the billion+ that they paid for it but it’s certainly nicer than the old one. Of course the ticket prices are crazy. Last year I went to three games but they were all in company seats (including one game in the front row!). It was also easier to get to the game since I was living in the city so it was just a subway ride away.
For the rest of the summer, we have a pretty good August planned. Dave has football practice 4 nights a week and the field is right near one of my favorite trailheads. So I can drop him off, take a run and make it back to catch the last ½ hour of practice. It’s a nice routine. I also have a night at the Jersey shore coming up – staying in a place right on the beach. And in a couple of weeks, we’re going down to Richmond for the weekend to see some friends. I hope you all have been enjoying the rather nice weather and having a good summer!
I did write two blog entries over the last few weeks which I’ll post. BB
On the running front, with encouragement from my old running partner, I am slowly working my way up to something I would refer to as a “distance”. Prior to getting sick, my usual runs were 5 or 6 miles about 3 or 4 times a week. When I started jogging the trails again a few weeks ago, I could only make about 3/4th of a mile before becoming breathless. I’m now up to 1.75 miles and the goal for next week is 2 miles. I love being out on the trails again and working up a good sweat! I also notice that at my slower pace, I swallow fewer bugs!!
It’s also been a good few weeks for summertime fun. David had a buddy from Richmond stay with us for a couple of weeks and we took in a Yankee game at the new stadium. Very nice stadium – not sure it’s worth the billion+ that they paid for it but it’s certainly nicer than the old one. Of course the ticket prices are crazy. Last year I went to three games but they were all in company seats (including one game in the front row!). It was also easier to get to the game since I was living in the city so it was just a subway ride away.
For the rest of the summer, we have a pretty good August planned. Dave has football practice 4 nights a week and the field is right near one of my favorite trailheads. So I can drop him off, take a run and make it back to catch the last ½ hour of practice. It’s a nice routine. I also have a night at the Jersey shore coming up – staying in a place right on the beach. And in a couple of weeks, we’re going down to Richmond for the weekend to see some friends. I hope you all have been enjoying the rather nice weather and having a good summer!
I did write two blog entries over the last few weeks which I’ll post. BB
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