Saturday, December 26, 2009

Omens


I’m not a superstitious person but I have a little story of omens to share. Last winter, when I was quite sick and still dealing with my diagnosis, I was awakened every morning by a group of crows that alight on the trees outside my bedroom window. Every morning for weeks on end, these crows would come caw and squawk to wake me up. It was rather annoying and, since crows are traditional symbols of death, their morning greeting was that much less enjoyable. It was odd to me that of all the trees in our neighborhood, these darn crows chose my window to serenade every day. When spring came, they found somewhere else to go and I was glad to be rid of them.

I had forgotten about the crows until late summer, when I went up to Cape Cod for a few days. One afternoon, I was taking a quick nap on the couch while waiting for a friend to drop buy. A group of crows chose that moment to come sit on the railing of the deck right outside the window and cawed their lungs out as I tried to nap. When my friend arrived, I mentioned to her about how the crows seem to be following me. She emailed me a few days later to say that she had looked into the symbolism of crows. They are not just symbols of death but are often viewed in mythology as symbols of transition or change. That is a less ominous interpretation so I prefer it.

So, yesterday, on Christmas morning, I went down to the curb to get the paper and heard a loud knocking, like someone hammering. Above me in the tree were two large Pileated Woodpeckers. They were pounding away at the tree and knocking off chunks of bark looking for a six-legged breakfast. I was pretty impressed. I often see the little Downy woodpeckers in our tress and the Flicka, which also ground feeds. But Pileateds are pretty large and I have only seen or heard their calls or hammering when deep in the woods. I have never seen them in the more open, residential areas. So, I decided to look up the mythology of the woodpecker.

Woodpeckers are a symbol of opportunity (as in Opportunity Knocks – what other animals see such hope for a good meal in a dead tree?). They are also associated with a source of creativity or returning to ones roots. Now that’s a good omen for Christmas day.

I am still not a big believer in the supernatural. But the crows and woodpeckers do make a good catalyst to ponder 2009 and 2010. 2009 was certainly a year of transition. Not just for my family but for the many thousands who have been affected by layoffs, foreclosures and the trials of a bad economy. But perhaps 2010 will bring about new opportunity, new sources of creativity and a returning to the important things – like family and friends – who are the roots of who we are. So I wish you all the best for new opportunities in 2010 as we transition to the New Year. Merry Christmas!

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Round 29 and Snowflakes


As I await the coming foot or so of snow, I thought I'd post a quick blog. On Tuesday I went for Round 29. I also had a scan on Monday. My scan came back stable - so treatment is still working nicely.
To thank the staff for all their help this year, I brought them a big tray of cupcakes from Crumbs. If you are not a New Yorker, Crumbs is a bakery chain in the city that makes the most incredible cupcakes. I went to the one on 3rd Ave at 53rd Street but there are many other locations. I recommend a visit if you are a cupcake lover (which I am)!
So far, it's been a nice start to the holiday season. All the Hannukah candles have been lit and it's now time to put up my Charlie Brown tree in the window. The snow will make a nice backdrop for the season. For Northeasterners, the foot or so we expect will be handled well I expect since we have lots of plows and salt spreaders. I doubt there will be school closings on Monday - much to the dismay of the kids. But they'll get some sledding in! As for my good friends in Richmond, your kids will probably get the week off! I saw on WTVR.com this morning that Richmond got about a foot! That's probably a "10 year event" so digging out will take a while! Or perhaps y'all will just have to wait for it all to melt! Hope you got in that last run to Ukrops to stock up on milk and bread!
And a piece of trivia for you - I researched today how many snowflakes it takes to build a snowman. The answer is about 2 to 3 million! First kid to gues the answer gets dibs on the hot chocolate!

I hope you are enjoyng the season...think I'll go build a fire in the fireplace now...BB

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Rep Allyson Schwartz and Healthcare


Hey all, one of the Reps I spoke with in DC this fall was interviewed on the healthcare issue on CSPAN this week. Here's a link to her interview. It's about 25 minutes long but if you are interested in her perspective, it's all here.http://cspan.org/Watch/Media/2009/12/11/WJE/A/27140/Rep+Allyson+Schwartz+DPA.aspx
Now back to baking cookies....BB

Monday, December 7, 2009

Thanksgiving and Rounds 27 and 28

Well, it’s been quite a long time since I have blogged. The holiday season has gotten off to a busy start!

We had a good crowd at Thanksgiving – about 20 people – and everyone seemed to have a good time. I went down to Florida for a weekend and brought my father back up to spend the week here during Thanksgiving and spend some time with the family. That was fun – plus I got in a couple of 80 degree days in Tampa!

At Thanksgiving, I did a small pre-dinner ceremony by reading the two known personal accounts of the first Thanksgiving and going through the answers to the Thanksgiving trivia quiz we handed out during the cocktail hour. But more importantly, I had the opportunity to thank our family and friends who were present for their tremendous support this past year. It was a tough one for our little family but everyone’s good wishes and support made a real difference. I am very happy and thankful to be here and be in relatively good condition. Thank you all for your help!

As for my treatment, since my last post I have had two more rounds of chemo – Numbers 27 and 28. And fall has turned to winter. The rounds were the usual routine; which is a good thing. The city is abuzz with holiday shoppers and vacationers. I see a lot of people speaking foreign tongues and huddled around tourist maps on 5th Avenue. Perhaps that’s a good sign for the economy.

And just for fun, here's my picture of Rocky the Squirrel, who has for several weeks been sitting on our deck eating acorns to fatten up for winter. Like us, the holiday season is nuts for him, too.

I hope you are all enjoying the season and planning lots of festivities. I also hope to see many of you before it gets bitterly cold and I start dreaming again of heading south!

Monday, November 16, 2009

Football Season is Over (at least for now)



Since I've blogged about Vicki's sports, I thought I'd give David some airtime. Yesterday was his team's last football game of the year. The boys played well but alas, they lost 14 -12 on missed extra points. It's the third time this year they lost on extra points! But it was a very good game that literally came down to the last play - where they came up just short of scoring the winning TD as time ran out (they were down to the 12 yard line).

Dave played a great game including stripping the ball from the runningback at their own 1 yard line to stop a drive (he played linebacker this game although he played a lot more free safety during the year). So, we are on to basketball season - and next year - freshman football at the high school!

Here are a few pics - of Dave about to make a tackle (number 81 in red in the center of the shot). of him also about to make a tackle and getting blocked in the back (so he got the tackle and some penalty yards), and his disappointed I-don't-want-my-picture-taken post game portrait.

Am going for treatment tomorrow...hope you like the pictures (and are patient with me braggin' on my boy!) BB

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Round 26

I moved my chemo treatments this month to Tuesdays to work around some other scheduling things this month so I had it yesterday. It was a very, very long day as the place was packed and Dr. S had to cover other patients. I didn't get home until about 9 pm! But, treatment was the usual fare. I did confirm with Dr. S that he wants me to stay the course on treatment for as long as I can put up with the side effects. Since I've been able to manage them so far, I told him that I will just suck it up and keep going. If it gets really bad, I may get a holiday - but I'm going to do my best to just stay the course.

Today, we leave for a couple of days in Washington, DC to take Vicki to see some colleges. (Vicki in college - I can'r believe it!). But junior year is the year to do your homework on schools. We will be seeing American University, George Washington and Georgetown. And we'll have a half day off to just see things in DC. Since I'm on the bottle for the next day or so, I hope I have the energy to take the tours. I may just do the info sessions and then sleep in the car while Vicki and Robbie get the campus tour. We'll see.

As a brief aside to yesterday's trip to the clinic, I had lunch during my break with a former colleague at AXA. I went to her place on 46th street so I got my walk in. On the way, I passed a construction site and two guys with shovels were mixing a wheelbarrow of concrete on the sidewalk. As I passed, I heard one say to the other "It's not my f**king fault that Darwinism failed!" I really wonder what these two philosophers were arguing about!

Be well! BB

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Red, Green and Blue


I’ve been thinking about the polarization of America along the famous Red and Blue state lines and thought I’d do a little investigating. Specifically, politicians from Red states have consistently promoted a line of lowering taxes and keeping government out of people’s lives. This message is currently on tour with a new Tea Party campaign which will run a route from California through the Plains states and into the Deep South – basically a red state tour.

In trying to diagnose why Plains-state and Southerners are so concerned about federal taxation and government programs, it dawned on me that perhaps the difference between Red and Blue staters is in our everyday experience with governmental activity. Specifically, Blue states are more industrialized and have larger, more dense populations than Red states. As such, Blue staters see road projects, bridges, governmental agencies, public security, help for the poor, programs for the elderly, etc every day. Thus, they see the “benefit” of government programs every day. Conversely, if you live in a rural county, down a country road or across a big corn field, perhaps you don’t “see” the benefit of government spending and thus, don’t see the value of your tax dollar.

So I looked for research on which states pay the most taxes and which states receive the most federal dollars – assuming that Red states are net tax payers and Blue states are net federal funds receivers. I was dead wrong.

In fact, Red states are overwhelmingly beneficiaries of federal funds. Federal expenditures (from a Tax Foundation report - see below) are the sum of federal purchases, direct payments (social security, medicare, etc), and salaries to federal employees. In addition to state-by-state per-capita tax burden and expenditures, the report calculates the ratio of the same. For example, if your state has a ratio of 1.10 this means that for every tax dollar paid by residents, the state receives back $1.10 in federal spending.

The state with the greatest per capita federal spending and the second highest ratio of spending to taxes paid is: Alaska! With over $13,000 in annual spending per resident and a ratio of $1.87, Alaska takes the cake as the largest beneficiary of the federal government! The highest ratio state is New Mexico at $2.00 received for every dollar in taxes paid. (Perhaps this is because we keep all the UFO’s that have landed in the US in New Mexico and they are expensive to maintain??) In fact, the top 10 states that are making out in federal spending are, in order of ratio: NM, AL, WV, MS, ND, AL, VA, HI, MT and SD. By my count, that’s 8 traditionally Red states and two Blue (NM and HI)!

And who are the “losers” – ie, the “donor states”? The top ten donors are NJ, CT, NH, MI, IL, NV, MA, CA, NY and CO – or 8 Blue states and two Red (NV and CO)! In fact, the ratios for the biggest donor states are very low with New Jersey (the “biggest loser!”) at 55 cents, CT at 66 cents and NH at 67 cents. For my reading audience in NY and MA, your ratios are 79 and 77 cents respectively. And my pals in PA and VA, your ratios are $1.06 and $1.66. I think Virginia’s ratio is likely skewed because so many northern Virginians work for the government in DC and thus their salaries, etc would be in the ratio.

I did my own calculation of the average ratios for Red and Blue states but added the wrinkle of defining several states as “Purple” – meaning that they have mixed populations that sometimes swing Democratic and sometimes Republican. The purples are: LA, WV, VA, AR, MO, AZ, OH, FL, CO, NH and NV. My calculated average ratio for Red states is $1.34, for Purple $1.20 and for Blue states $1.00. The average for the entire US was $1.17 which implies that domestic expenditures exceed federal taxes received by 17% - hence a big national deficit!

There’s much more detail in the report and data to parse, but in short, the people who pay the least taxes and get the most back from the government want less taxes and less government. And, the people who pay the most taxes and get the least back from the government are willing to expand the system. So, unlike many things in life, who get the most “Green” doesn’t explain who is Red and who is Blue!

My source of info is a report issued by the Tax Foundation in 2006 (latest available). The report “Federal Tax Burdens and Expenditures by State” can be found here: http://www.taxfoundation.org/files/sr139.pdf